Where to go Next?

Do you know what you want to do with your life? Do you know a career that you will be hapopy with? Well I don't and I feel so lost. I'm going to college and I don't even know what I want to major in. When will I know? Do I already know and I am just doubting myself? In high school I was always told that it's ok if you don't know what you want to do because you have plenty of time to figure it out. Well I'm done with high school and in college, so it's about time I figure it out.I have always thought I would like to be a nurse, but I'm not sure if I can handle all the learning. I don't want to waist my time or even fail. And what if I hurt someone I could be sued and lose everything. I have also thought about being a teacher. Teachers have really good benefits, a whole three months time off and you get paid for it. But there is the fact that you are teaching future leaders. There are other jobs besides Teachers and Nurses, but what?Well I suppose that it is still ok that I don't know. Hopefully I can figure it out.

Dirt Roads~Subseven

This walk is not the same without you -right here-by me-the twig I trip over is you...

Four More Days

Honesty
used to be
the core of me,
would set me free
By: S. Lewis

I listen...
Although I cannot remember the name of the poem or the rest of it...
I still listen just don't remember.

UMMM...

Tuesday I was not allowed to eat until I went to the Doctor and did my lab work. I didn't end up going to the doctor until about 11:30. That was fine but I also had to do a 2 hour test. This test was horrible. First they drew my blood, 3 different tubes of it, then I had to wait half an hour for them to get the results of my tests so that we could start the 2 hour test. The 2 hour test started around 12:45, and they made me drink this lemon lime tasting stuff. A half an hour after I drank the lemon lime stuff they drew my blood, then half an hour later they drew my blood again, and then an hour later they drew my blood again. By the end of the appointment I had been stuck nine times, in six different places, and at four different times. Not only was I very tired I also hadn't ate since 9:00 Monday night, so I was starving. My mommy took me to TGIF and I ate a big hamburger. That night I came home and started to look at my wounds and noticed these huge bruises where they had drawn blood. My mommy said that it is from them "blowing" my veins, which means going through or tearing my veins. Today I went to work and my uniform is short sleeves so everyone kept staring at my huge bruises. For some reason I felt like I was a drug addict and they where my needle marks.

Well I'm done complaining!

My computer clock says that it is 4:54 when it is 7:54. Stupid humanity or I guess technology.

NOW I'm done complaining!

What an Ending

I had the best drean ever last night! I dremt that Sarah and I went on a road trip and followed Relient K all over the country going to all of there concerts. The best part is that they started to remember us and then they asked us to come back stage to visit with them. We were so excited, but then my dream jumped or I can't remember it.. The next thing I remember is Sarah and I sitting in a hotel room. After sitting there for awhile and talking we decided to go outside for some unknown reason, but when we got outside all around us were RV's of famous people. We soon realized that we were at a big concert with hundreds of bands. Sarah and I ended up going seperate ways. I found Relient K's RV and then I saw Matty. He remembered me and then asked me to come into his RV. I spent the rest of the trip with him and we were in love. ( how gay am I?) Anyways one night I went back to my hotel to get sarah and she wasn't there and someone had trashed the room. I slowly stepped away from the door and went around to the side of the hotel room to look into the window.? I climed through the window( why not use the door?) and when I got inside I saw .... My Alarm goes off!!

Tears, snot and everything else slippery

I haven't written in a long time. I guess it's because I have been sooo busy: working, house sitting, school,and spending time wiyh my family.

I'm sad, because the bestest person in the world is leaving the country in two days! I'm sure going to be lonely...tear. Well I'm very excited also because I get to see my baby cousin (for the first time in two weeks). I remember when I went to China with Joanie to get Elisabeth. Joanie and I were a nervous wreck on "gotcha day". When we opened the door and they handed Elisabeth to Joanie I thought I was dreaming, because she looked just like the pictures,I thought she would have grown, I was so amazed and in shock I just started to cry. But Sarah you better take care of yourself.

Anywho! I'm going to go to bed im sleepy. To all a good night!