Saturday, August 29

I cried and it was girly

I went to the movies with Sarah Jo last night. We seen The Time Travelers Wife. It was good... I cried.

This made me start thinking about how differently I think now than I did a few years ago. Before I never let my self be "girly" because I never expected my life to involve the opposite sex, love, or all those girly feelings. Now that I'm a new person I have realized that I can have those kinds of relationships and it can be nice to feel these feelings. These feelings are so powerful it's scary. It's like a high... a very addictive high. If a person had this affect on you what would you do for that person? I know what I'm capable of when I'm in "love".

Four years ago I had never felt some of the feelings I have experienced now... As much as I liked it then I wish I would never have felt it now... or at least I wish I could have experienced it later in my life when I was ready.

Wednesday, August 19

Dance Dance Revolution Would Have Been Easier...

Last night I went to a dance class at the gym with Sarah Jo. It was awesome! I know I looked like a total fool, I didn't have the moves just right and I was shaking my hips when I shouldn't have been, but i want to go back. It made me feel girly to be in a room full of women dancing, twisting and jumping. I was a little self conscience about it, but next time I am going to try and be a little more outgoing and carefree.

Friday, August 14

I complain when life is too complicated, and I complain when life is too boring. Is there a happy medium or do I need to learn how to stop complaining? Humpf...

Last night I was eating at McDonald's and at the table next to me was a group of young boys, around 4th grade I believe, they were having a great time. It seemed they had no worries in life but to have fun. I remember those days... They would talk to me and make me laugh and I would talk to them and make them laugh.

It made me start thinking about how I want to be more outgoing. How I wish that I could talk to anyone and keep a decent conversation, and be able to speak my mind and not worry about who may disagree.

I have a busy weekend coming up. Friday is my daddy's birthday, so we are having a party at my mamaw's after work. After the party everyone is going over to railroad day's in Carlisle to walk around. And after all of this if there is still time in the day I'm going to a bonfire to visit with my favorite person Sarah Jo! I'm going to have a busy weekend but it's going to be exciting!