I'm scared of many things, but I try not to show it. When it comes to insects I most fear big hairy spiders or tiny fast spiders. They are just so ugly and...ugh enough with the spiders. Snakes are weird, but they only scare me when they sneak up on me. I'm afraid of dreams what they may show me. New people scare me to death, you never know what kind of impression you made and what they are thinking. Love scares me because i'm afraid I will never experience it. i'm also afraid that I will never have a guy to myself; a true boyfriend. I'm also afraid of death, not so much the dying and not being here anymore but the pain that may come with it. Since I work at night most of the time I have developed a new fear of being raped, mugged, followed, or kidnapped. It freaks me out when I have to walk to my car by myself. I always make sure I'm holding my keys in my hands ready to defend myself and also to get away faster.I guess you can say I'm most scared of being scared. I don't want to look like a sissy girl and I don't want people to know my fears in the chance that they want to use them against me.
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