Why does everyone in my family write all over the mouse pad?

I haven't had much time to post lately...probley because it's the last week of classes and all my profs have big assignments due, so as you can imagine I have lots of positive things to say.

Today I've been in an 'I hate myself' mood. I'm not sure why. Freud would say "Deep in your psychie you are hating yourself because you have surpressed feelings to sleep with your mom... and you also wish you had a penis.' I think the real reason I'm feeling this way is because I'm PMSing. One minute I'm crying and the next minute I want to pound someone's head in (Ben or Lauren) and the next minute I'm blaming myself for everything.

I have a weight on my chest and I need to get it off; I have turned into a compulsive lier. There I said it! Again I'm not sure why, but I think it is because of Misty, but who knows maybe I'm lying to myself to blame someone other than me. When I lie it is usually to her because she calls every other day and wants to hang out. I always lie and tell her I'm busy (which isn't a total lie because most of the time I'm busy with procrastinating on homework). I also lie to some of the boys at school to make myself look "cooler" and the only other time I lie is to my parents when I don't want to get into trouble. Man I suck! To Do List: Quit lying.

The mouse pad looked fine before they wrote phone numbers, I love Nicholas:), Lauren Michelle, and misshapen stars. What did the Sponge Bob Square Pants mouse pad do to deserve his horrible end?

Well since I have talked about so many happy things I better go.

Wow! that long?

You Will Die at Age 73

73 You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

What Age Will You Die?

I have my freak on!

You Are 45% Normal (Somewhat Normal)

While some of your behavior is quite normal... Other things you do are downright strange You've got a little of your freak going on But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself

How Normal Are You?

I Like the Name of My Punk Rock Band

Ashley Nicole Clay's Aliases

Your movie star name: Chips Floyd

Your fashion designer name is Ashley Rome

Your socialite name is Ash-hole Dayton

Your fly girl / guy name is A Cla

Your detective name is Cat Valley View

Your barfly name is Dots Cosmo

Your soap opera name is Nicole Franklin Trenton

Your rock star name is Baby Ruth Spaceship

Your star wars name is Ashsam Clabra

Your punk rock band name is The Angry Booger

The Amazing Meganame Generator

ANWAR WAS VOTED OFF!

My sister asked me to take her to Findlay this weekend. We are going to leave on Friday around 12:30 stay the night in a motel and then come home on Saturday night. I think it will be fun! A miniture "road trip". I get along well with laurena and Nick, so hopefully I wont feel like a third wheel. I'm not sure what I'm suppose to do about getting a room. Do you need a credit card? Do you have to be a certain age? Will they let me use my moms credit card? Well I guess I better figure these questions out. On Sunday I'n suppose to hang with Misty then I have to dye Linda's hair. Well I have to start cleaning the house. Until next time.

Ugh!

I didn't do to well on my Praxis testing. I missed the math by one point and the reading by 5 points. That sucks. Now I won't be able to get into the cohort and I will have to wait untill next time. I guess this means that I don't need to turn in my application or take my essay tomarrow. Well I have to finish my mountain of homework.

Were you this stressed?

Today I'm trying to get all of my work done for school. I have to sign up for the praxis(and I don't know how), I have to write an essay, and I have to send an application for the Cohort. Now thats stressful. I feel so lost and I can't wait to get that ahh! shoulders relaxing moment. I'm so glad I don't have a job right now, because that would be just soo much more stressful. Well I have to do some homework. Love ya!

I started reading the Di Vinci Code. I'm not very far in it but so far it's good. Sometimes it bothers me when they speak in French; I don't know what they are saying and I want to know. While I'm on the subject of books I finished Goddess of Light. This is the first book that I've read that I actually shed a tear. I was kinda upset about the ending, but in all the book was great. I was hoping that Pamela would change her mind and go with the God of Light, but I guess the book never came to that. I did like how they both drank from the river knowing that they were soul mates and they would find each other again.

Today is an awesome day! I was reading outside and I could feel the warmth of the sun on the back of my legs. I was so comfortable that I fell asleep. Now I'm suppose to be helping with supper but who cares.

fAdios, Amiga!

Can you believe that lauren had the nerve to leave me a "to-do list"

My Sister is in Florida. She and Abby went to spend spring Break with Abby's Aunt (whom I have never heard of). I'm kinda Jealous, but I wouldn't have been if the weather would have stayed nice...snow in April has anyone heard of that? Ok back to the topic I'm also nervous. Lauren and Abby are both pretty girls and I'm worried about their safety and they do give into peer pressure. There is just so many bad things that can happen plus it didn't help that I watched 60 minutes, it was all about Spring Break Dangers. Well all I can do is have trust in my sister to keep herself safe.

Today I'm feeling less stressed than lately. Friday I had a big paper due, so I started it on Wednesday. I also had to present with a group in English class; thats not too bad but what stresssed me was the fact that the group project is 45% of our grade. Back to my group: I had this really hot guy in my group. He is really nice and still talks to me now that we are done with the project. He is a Christian, he is hottt, and he is smart,but he is also in a serious relaionship. Well, now that I think about it my desk is surrounded by boys and I talk to all of them. how cool is that!

College is sooo much better thatn High School. In High School there are the popular people, the geeks, the wanabes, and the normal people. I liked to consider myself in the normal people group. Most of the time these groups or "clicks" won't talk to any of the other clicks, but in college little remains of the clicks. Which is awesome you get to know so many more people.

Well I got to go. My mom is yelling at me "I thought when you quit your job you would help around the house more, so I would have more free time." The nerve of that women. I have no tiem to myself as it is. I can barely get time to read my book or get on the computer.

Until we meet again