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I told my mom not to get me one, but she did and I'm glad because it is way awesome! I'm going to take it everywere.

Spiraled Crap on a Stick Fried

There aren't very many instances that I have to brag about me or to have my family brag about me, and when I finally have a great reason to look for adornment there is none. This semester I received a 3.70 GPA; I had the final grades of 3-A's and 1-B. Not even in High School, or ever, did I get these kind of grades. I was ecstatic! I finally got to brag about my good grades, instead of Lauren taking all the glory.

When I first learned of my good grades everyone was sleeping, so I printed a sheet off, wrote a note to my mom, and laid it across her purse so she couldn't miss it. The next morning I woke up for work and as I was leaving I saw the note and there was no response. I was slightly upset, so on my home from work I called my mom and she said she had seen it and she was happy for me. She did congratulate me but, according to me, not enough. I was way more excited than she was. She had always wanted me to get good grades, and now that I had finally done it she wasn't that excited. And above all I had received my good grades at college level! Out of my whole family Lauren was the most excited for me, and she even offered to take me shopping and to buy me lunch. If it wasn't for her...

Today has been a sucky day! I got up at 9:30 to help my mom clean and cook, but the day didn't turn out that way. My mom defiantly turns psycho around kids and yet she wants to get another one. Whatever!

I was told yesterday to do laundry, so when I got home from work that's what I did. In all I washed, dried, and folded three loads of laundry, and there were still two left to do. In my mothers eyes I did nothing because the laundry wasn't completely finished, so today I woke up to start the rest of the laundry, but that wasn't good enough because Lauren had been up since 8:30 cleaning the whole upstairs. Lauren is always better at everything. She is my mother's perfect child and in return Lauren is able to do whatever she wants.

I'm not the child that sneaks people into the house at 1:00 AM to drink and play pool, I'm not the child that is so dependent on my parents that they have to by my gas and support my weekly "fun time", and I'm most certainly not the child that smokes pot and sneaks friends over to the camp fire to drink and vandalize other peoples properties. And I'm also not the child that is the favorite, and in order to be the favorite I guess I will have to start smoking pot, drinking on a regular basis, and mooching money from everyone that has the breath of life. I'm not perfect but I do deserve more than what has been dealt.

Right now I'm at the lowest I've ever been! And I wish it would end!

I haven't told Joanie

I got a new job! yayness! I'm now going to be working in the student services office in johnston hall. My boss Regina Williams is way awesome. I think the work atmosphere will be way better than at Krogers, so hopefully I will enjoy my job and look forward to going to work everyday. I will be responsible for is answering three telephone lines, scheduling appointments, mail, helping students, and any odd jobs that the advisors want me to do. The only thing I'm nervous about is trying to remember all the advisors names and answering and transferring phone calls. I never have to work the weekends or holidays and my requested hours are Tues, Thurs, and Fri 12-7.

I haven't told Joanie and I'm quite scared. Hopefully she wont kill me! I will miss seeing kaitlynn all the time.

This weekend, Sat night or Sun, I'm planning on getting everyone together to play cards. I'm going to make sure Ben isn't there so the noise will be minimal. I hope everyone can make it because I need to have a day of relaxing family time. All of my exams have taken a toll on my stress level, but I'm sure you understand completely.

A little early bit all the same

In the year I resolve to: Start smuggling contraband in baby diapers. Get your resolution here

It is almost gone!

That is the stress! I have completed my term paper, taken my science exam, and met with Greeson. The only thing left is to take my math exam which shouldn't be too hard. I can't wait until it is all done because then I can read PC Cast and Card over break.

Misty called me and according to her she is having the worst time of her life latley. I'm dtarting to become immune to her crying, self pitty, and arrogance. I just want to tell her "If something or someone in your life is making you so unhappy then you should get rid of that person or item because I'm getting sick of listening to your crap!" That would feel awesome! hehe!

Ever since I stayed at Linda's house I have been itching like crazy, and today when I was in the shower i noticed that I have a rash all over myself. I'm not totally sure if it is a rash because it is way weird. It is like blood red dots allover. At first glance they could be mistaken for a scabby looking scratch. Hopefully it's nothing too serious!

Today I applyed for a student visa card. I don't think I will get approved but at least I'm trying. "No credit is worse than bad credit".

I'm officially sick. I haven't been bad-sick since I worked at Krogers almost ten months ago. I have a deep hoarse cough. Everytime I do cough I can feel all the veins in my body tighten and my head throb. Most of the time I'm thankful for not passing out or peeing my pants!

The other day I sent three e-mails to smilingsarah@gmail.com. hehe. smiling sarah probably thinks I'm mental, and she replyed to all three saying "I don't know you" "you have the wrong e-mail" "stop sending e-mails to me I don't know you". It was pretty funny!

Well I'm done rambling! It feels good to communicate rather than studying and writing reports! Love ya AShes

"You're my dirty little secret, dirty little secret"

I can finally relax and sleep in my own bed! Nothing better than that!

I loved Narnia. It was funny and exciting! I'm going to put all seven books on my to do list; along with Card and the two books for Greeson.

I'm glad I have my Christmas shopping completed because I'm out of money and mostly because I went by the Dayton Mall and the parking lot was way full.

Did you know that Mountain Dew has vegtable oil in it?

I have to do a rebate for my sis; she got her laptop while they were on sale for the holidays!

Thanks for reading my random thoughts! Lov ya!

We Got Your Christmas Present!

Last night I got trapped at Misty's house because of the ice. We were playing cards until about 11 and didn't even notice that the rain had turned to ice. She had her home and Garden party also. My mom and I bought some things, and we also got talked into having our own party. January 14th @ 5:00 PM. So I expect to see you there!

I want to go shopping! I need to finish buying for my sister and brother. My mom and I did finish your present...well except for the socks. hehe.

Well I need to call Joanie back (she wanted to know if her classes were canceled).
*~bye-bye~*