What a day!

Today I had an awesome day! Sarah and I went to the Kenwood Mall, it was very fun. We went there for one main reason to eat at the Cheesecake Factory. This place was great and I would highly recommend it to you. The portions are very big, but that's why there are to-go boxes. Sarah and I both had the Godiva Cheesecake for dessert, yum-yum. After we finished eating we walked around the mall, it was nice.
Later that day after we got home and ate seconds we spent some time with Elisabeth. I love that child to death. She is beautiful! Elisabeth begged us to watch Cat in the Hat, we did.
That night we went to see I, Robot. That is a very good movie, you definitely get your money's worth. It makes you wish that you had robots that could do things for you. Well I'm tired and need to go to bed! Until we meet again!

When were you going to tell me?

Today as I was leaving to take my cousin to a friends I interrupted my mother on the phone to ask if I could have the credit card to buy gas. This is not unusual My parents have bought my gas since I got my license, but recently after I got a job I would pay every other weeks gas. My mother looked at me and said "Why should I buy your gas?" Hello you've bought my gas from the beginning! I explained how it was her week to pay and she finally gave that "yes" that really means no if you want to live. I'm not sure why she was acting this way, but I figured it had something to do with Pam hearing our conversation. I was so angry that I just left and bought my own gas! I don't want to sound like a spoiled brat, I know that some kids have to buy their gas from the beginning. It's not that big of a problem for me to buy my own gas, I would just liked to be informed when I have been kicked off the gas paying carpet.

Feeling alone...Yet never alone

I live in the basement. Tonight it is very quiet and cold. Some nights there are people watching t.v. and being very loud, but tonight I hear nothing. Most of the time I am down here alone. I know silence, but these last two nights I have heard a grasshopper in my window. At first I was very annoyed by the chirping, then it grew on me and now I like the company. Many nights as I lay in my bed awake the only thing I hear is my mom's t.v. and the occasional pop of her old chair as she gets up to go to bed. I once was annoyed by the loudness of the t.v. now I like the reassuring feeling.

Sarah and I found a new concert to go to. It sounds very exciting although I must admit that I have never heard any of these bands. It is in Cincinnati at a club called The Underground. When I first heard this name I thought I might not want to go, but then I found a website on it and it is very nice. It's a Christian club and best of all it has a smoothie bar in it. Yummy...

Tonight at work a very rude lady came through my line. She asked if she could write her check $40 over the total. I told her no that we can only except checks that are $20 over the total. She got very angry and started telling me (very loudly and meanly) that it use to be $50 and that I didn't know what I was talking about. For her sake I asked my manager and she told the lady the same thing. The lady was still very upset, but she wrote her check $20 over. The whole time she was mumbling to herself " I shouldn't have asked, why did I bother to come here, if I would have just written the check and handed it to you then you would'nt have said one word about it". At this point I was feeling this burning in my sinuses, the burning you get when you hold back tears for a long time. I handed the lady her money and receipt and told her to have a good night. She rudely said "I was having a great night until I had to come here". My whole opinion on this subject is that if you are a 40 year old grown adult and you want to yell at a 17 year old about something they have no control over then this makes you an incumbent.

I'm upset right now because I just realized that the Y doesn't always work when I'm typing. This makes me mad because I've only had this keyboard for a month and it should work perfectly. Is that to much to ask? On the other hand a human built it and no one is perfect.

Well I'm getting tired. Good night!

What a day!

I went to a Christian Concert last night and it changed me forever. At that concert I learned of a Christian Organization called Compassion. www.compassion.com. This web site has thousands of pictures of innocent children that can be sponsored. If you sponsor a child they will receive money from you and this money will be used to send them to school, teach them about God and to give them better living conditions. I went to this web site and my heart broke at the number of children there was and I decided to make that number one less. My little girl is from the Philippines, she is five years old and lives with her mom and dad. She is adorable! What made me pick her was her name... Joanne. This is the name of my grandma and I believed God was trying to tell me something. Lets be serious there aren't many Joanne's these days!

The concert was great! I saw some new bands and best of all I experienced it with my favorite person in the whole world, Sarah. My new fav Christian band is Subseven they gave me this embarrassed, but yet awesome feeling inside. I can't wait for their CD to come out! I loved Relient K as always, they are very interesting. I have decided that I don't like Audio Adrenaline, because of their lead singer. I had a great day. I wish I could have bought some more suviniors.

Well I better be going. Nice talking...well writing.

The World To Me

Last night I came home from work and my favorite person in the whole world was warming up my dinner, Sarah. This made me very happy! While I ate she talked and talked. I think the reason im a quiet person is because of sarah. She has taught me that sometimes it's better to just be quiet and listen.
After I ate dinner we went outside and built a fire and ate smores. I don't like somres, but I withstood the lung burning smoke and blood sucking creatures just so I could spend a little more time with my family.(Its amazing how amuzing your family can be)Most of the time it's Lauren making a fool of herself. She is the biggest blonde in the world. She is an A student, but when it comes to common sense well... she has none. It just gets worse when she is around nick or any other hot guys.
Well I'm going to go, my mom is calling me! Until we meet again!

What am I thinking?

I have never been good at writing. So why would I make a web site full of room for ME to write? I have no idea. I guess this is a place where I can be me without worrying about what people will think of me. My whole life I have worried about what people think of me. Not anymore... well at least here!